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A New Beginning

2010-06-10T16:03:00.004+08:00

well haaay guise(:

yeah, i got a haircut xD

you know the holidays would be perfect if there werent homework.

im in malaysia nao and im supaaaa bored here~

can you guise see tht im wearing coloured contacts ? lol

its hazel colour xD /thickskinned

but yeah anyways, im awaiting SHINee's comeback nao.

i heard their making their comeback soon.

and total wtf, i'll be missing Beast and U-Kiss showcases and fansigns ):

T.T unfair maxx okay.

the connection is sucky here so im gonna go off nao.

if you have tumblr, follow me on tumblr kay !

and trust me, tumblr is better than blogger nao.

go to my tumblr for a look-see ! :D

Click Here

kay, byee.

i foresee tht its gonna be hard for me to update the next time.

love you guys :3

2010-05-16T17:45:00.002+08:00

HELLO GUISE 8D

okay, ikr i havent updated for a freaking long time.

blogger is really boring me nao.

i've switched to tumblr.

http://www.thenameilove.tumblr.com

i may update this blog occasionally but i'll be using more of tumblr.

yeah, but leave me tags here if you wanna say anything or something.

you can link me up both ways(:

but i will update this blog once in awhile.

if you have tumblr, follow me ohkay :D

kay, bye guise.

love you all

Kim JongHyun:3

2010-04-08T21:59:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY AWESOME HUBBY KIM JONGHYUN !♥

JJONG OPPA , SARANGHAEYO !

Have an awesome 21:)

happiness is something nobody can ever take away from you

2010-03-06T21:20:00.005+08:00

hey beloved earthlings(:

how you all doing ?(:

yeah , i went for my haircut.

honestly , it doesnt look tht nice in pics but its better in real lifeXD

justin ! thanks for th awesome cut.

for once , i shall not complain because of its awesomeness .(:

sorry for th whining earlier on , thought it was a lil too short.

but its cool actuallyXD

its like long , short, long, short .

get it ?

LOL

th first one is before my cut .

so much hair chopped off . haha

kinda jap i guess .LOL

hope i wont have to hear comments on monday.

and gerldine , sorry i cant go to your party .

unintentional !

searching thru pictures of SHINee on net now.

i miss them):

AND OMG , IM NOT SEEING THEM ON MARCH 13.

!@#$%^&*

kay , fine .

whatever .

ugh):

lets get back to my debate .

blogger or tumblr ?

tumblr or blogger ?

annoyed , yes i am.

ofure bestie , get well soon !

oh , and brasel and tohning are true blue friends !XD

ilovethem .

hurt them , and you'll get hurt .(:

im bored as hell .

shall go youtubing on SHINee !

bye darlings !

OnJongKey is th love !(:

th story unfolds

2010-03-06T11:39:00.003+08:00

Hey sweeties !:D

came back from th walkathon just now .

it was hell crap.

saw people from ahmad ibrahim !(Y)

LOL.

th monkey came to th walkathon .

also never walk-.-

come for ?

she looks like a bloody fucktard . for real .

after th walkathon , walked back w hannah and denise.

denise kept complaining she didnt want to go home .

LOL

retard(:

"shawty's like a melody in my head"

saw brasel at amk hub !(:

went to hug her . LOL

alrights , going to wisma to get my hair trimmed .

its getting untidy :/

mummy and i plan to go shopping !(Y)

tohning didnt send me th songs today):

i cant get those songs outta my head !

"bingeul bingeul bingeul baby"

LOL

dongho ahh~

mad cute.

alrights , time for me to go.

hannah babygirl , cheer up love:D

melovesyou.

if you have twitter , do follow me !

bye sweethearts !

honestly , i realised it isnt worth being angry.

cause being angry doesnt benefit you.

if th character worsens , it has a negative effect on th person and not you.

learning not to care and appreciating what you have is golden.

learning to love life is a must.

it was all i ever wanted

2010-03-05T22:53:00.002+08:00

Sup darlings(:

there's like this fierce battle going on inside my head as to whether i should change to tumblr.

i mean blogspot is kinda boring now.

or should i just shut up and have two accounts ?

i should just shut up and stop whining bout unimportant things right ?

yeah .

LOL

OMG , beast is so beastly !

"everyday i shock shock , every night i shock shock."

gawd , yoseob and i gotta find out th other guy's name(:

and of course , ZE:A "mazeltov"

friday , saturday , sunday .:D

you know something ?

ever since key danced to because of you by after school ,

i have a sudden addiction to tht song(:

i wonder why . LOL

oh oh , and i just found out hong san likes kpop too !:D

awesome , kpop makes th world go round.

cant imagine life without it .

oh , and i recently found out tht 30 plus fansites for 2pm closed down(:

happy much .

you guys get what you deserve .

taecyeon , still hosting inkigayo ?

please , just quit .

still cant get over my chio skinXD

kay kay , sorry .

being annoying here.

bah , its 11.10pm .

and i have walkathon tmrw.

damn school and everything tht revolves around it.

screw studies.

so stressed this week , what w all th results too.

mega sad .

maths sucks fuck.

just cancel maths would you .

it would make life so much easier .

algebra , fuck out of my life.

i dont need you .

well , practically , no one does.

hair appointment tmrw too.

tired , tired , tired .

feeling mega lethargic .

oh , i asked aaron to buy me th SHINee album .

whatever it is , i must and will get th album.

since im NOT going on march 13.

damn it .

i heard SHINee will be performing stand by me and RingDingDong.

like ohmyfuckinggawd.

im missing it !

cause i gotta go back to th bloody hell hole.

alrights , i know i whine like a pussy everytime im going back.

but i have every fucking right and reason to.

sorry OnJongKey , it is seriously not my wish.

bah , nagging everyday plus stress.

life sucks.

goodbye world.

im off t sleep.

Predicament

2010-03-04T20:55:00.006+08:00

Hey sweeties

changed my blogskin in just 10 min[:

chio:D

okay , help .

big choice and temptation here.

should i change to tumblr ?

really huge temptation to do tht .

omg , cant make up my mind .

tumblr is really cool .

go check it out guys .

its cause of keyshock_ thts how i found out tumblr .

ugh , so annoying .

tumblr or not ?

but anyways , its 9.15pm and there's still a ton of homework left for me.

bye cookies.

you held me

profanities

2010-02-28T13:29:00.005+08:00

Hello all(:

yes , desiree is back to blogging after days and weeks of being on hiatus.

as i've said , im not gonna be blogging much this year , as its really a busy year.

so please dont ask me to update(:

i know right , today marks th end of chinese new year.

but i gotta share what happen in malacca during my cny .

hmmm , first few days were all right i guess .

but there was one night , where i went to my friend's open house .

and at that time , i realised that ___________ are SNOBS !

honestly , i walked to the table , said hi to them , and guess what happened ?

they just looked at me , and continued w their conversation !

like wth bitches , you're not th queen or anything and it doesnt take up much energy to reply back

so cant you just smile and say hi back ?

i was so infuriated by their attitude and character .

like seriously. i've never met such snobs.

and finally , i know how a childhood friend treats you like.

friendS actually .

in time , your friendship becomes nothing to them.

and like seriously , i dont mind people coming up to my face and telling me my mistakes etc

but what i seriously cant stand , is when people talk behind my back .

this is not directed to anyone , but im just saying .

if you have so much guts as to talk behind my back , say it to my face.

and we'll clear things out . i love a good talk(:

all right , exams came to an end on friday .

thank god . studying is exhausting(:

went out w my girls on fri to celebrate ofure's birthday .

went to j8 to eat and watched percy jackson and the lightning thief.

gawd , its a mega awesome show.

logan lerman=zac efron !

hawtness !

oh , and thanks for the swensens dinner ofure(:

love you bestie , happy 15th and god bless.

and on thurs , we had a cream fight in the canteen .

my hair hardened):

i blame it on ofure , but we had a hell load of fun(:

but its gonna be my first and last .

smashing cream into each other's faces and hair is not my ideal birthday(:

oh , went w mummy yesterday to suntec city .

we ate KOREAN FOOD.

omfg , it was hell delish !

advertising : Suntec City , level 3 , restaurant name:gaia .

korean food lovers , go try !

its worth the money and everything.

you wont regret . guaranteed !

LOVE IT TTM.

the pics are above .

oh oh oh ,

LISTEN UP YO.

2PM IS SCREWED. ESPECIALLY TAECYEON AND WOOYOUNG. FUCK THEM MAN. HOW CAN YOU ABANDON YOUR BROTHER AND LEADER LIKE THT ? AFTER HAVING FAME AND MONEY , THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU ASSHOLES ? IF THERE ARE STILL HOTTESTS OUT THERE , YOU PEOPLE ARE BEING BLINDED. CAUSE 2PM(EXCLUDING NICKHUN) ARE SCREWED UP ASSHOLES.

all right , i think i've said my part .

JYPE is just fucked.

jay does not deserve this.

he deserves love&respect !

he's lucky he's not in th fucking group anymore.

he deserves so much more than them.

jaebeom ftw(: love you jay .

and i just realised , is it good confiding in your friends who you like ?

or is it a threat to you ?

sometimes , a friend that you're really close with just back-stabs you .

but in order to keep the friendship(if you want to) , what will you do ?

or what can you do ?

on one hand , you're really sad and angry , but you dont wanna ruin th friendship.

on th other hand , you just wanna say , get out from my life you mother fucking bitch.

so ? what'll you do ?):

life sucks when you have bitches in them.

oh well , talking to hannah , bryan and derrick now.

making new friends on twitter too.

love those people(:

another week of sch tmrw.

another hectic day , plus seeing bitches):

alrights , time for me to go.

bye loves.

saranghaeyo , anyung !

boy , you are cute and your face can make me smile.

but you know what ? you're a dick.

after seeing those pictures plus a certain bitch who keeps interfering ,

forget it.

Returned(:

2010-02-13T21:30:00.004+08:00

(more pics in fb)

Hello hello my faithful readers(:

i know . i havent been blogging.

busy alrights. like hell busy.

not to mention now is chinese new year.

so happy chinese new year everyone !:-)

i miss you girls backk in s'pore !

hope to go back soon !

eating dinner now at th hotel.

more and more people joining.

-.-

OMFG ! I HEARD TH SHINEE THING AT MARINA BAY IS SOLD OUT !

WTF ! AND I CANT FIND TH DETAILS ! WTF !

SHYTTTT ! !@#$%^&* I MUST BUY TH TIX !):

anybody got th details ?

grrrrrrrrrrr ,

ahhhh , coming back.

im in malaysia right now.

feeling fxcked up.

life is utterly boring for me here.

cant wait to get back to my lovely life in s'pore.

just cant wait to collect all th $$$ (:

heh.

anw , multi-tasking now.

youtube , msn , blogging , eating .

peeps , dont ask me update my blog uh .

this year uber busy yeah .

okayy ,

love you people .

byeeee.

SHINee hwaiting !

xoxo

i used to think people wouldnt change.

well , you of all people actually.

but now you have.

you have turned into such a bitch.

and you were considered my best friend.

times change , but why must you change.

life is most disappointing sometimes.

SHINee

2010-02-03T16:29:00.008+08:00

(more pics will be uploaded)

THOSE PICS WERE FROM TH CONCERT YO !

OMFG ! LEMME TELL YOU GUYS ,

THEY ARE EVEN MORE HANDSOME IN REAL LIFE !

SKINNIER , BUT MORE HANDSOME AND CUTE AND HAWT !

SO HYPER RIGHT NOW !

DESIREELOVESSHINEE !

OMG . WERE THEY AWESOME MAN.

jonghyun: he doesnt talk much , just smiles tht lovely smile of his(:

Onew: tht guy is bloody adorable man !(: humble too .

Key : he's still kinda upset about th passing away of his grandma):

Minho: FLIRT ! hahah , but super cute and tall !

Taemin: Cute and innocent ! so maknae-ish(:

I HAVE ALL THEIR AUTOGRAPH !(:

THEY SMILED AT ME , SAID HI , SIGNED , AND SAID BYE !:DDDDDD

AND I TOUCHED TAEMIN'S HAND !(by accident) (:

GOD , AM I HAPPY RIGHT NOW(:

they were worth th 150 bucks.

when they sang "stand by me" , they were fantastic beyond words !

thanks so much daddy and mummy:D

and mummy , i would just like to say ,

You're th coolest mum ever.(:

no-one can beat you:D

you scolded tht bitch right.(:

words cant express how much i love youuuuuuuuuu.:-)

anw , sch has been all right other than a grown up bitch.

tests , tests and more tests.

hannah coming over to my house for dinner later:-)

love you baby girl.

gerldine , happy tht you saw minho ?:D

i know you are , you bitch(:

love you forever:-)

2010 is deff a good year.

i've been closer to so many people tht i was just okayy w last year.

eg. Sun Gerldine(:

eh , happy nawt ?

your name here.

hahah , i love gerldine !(:

she's a bitchy babe !

oh , and dawn and i are married !

love you wifey(:

which reminds me ,

i gotta study for a math test):

crap.

luckily , i got hannah .

if nawt , i'll be absolutely helpless.

alrights .

time for me to go.

bye sweethearts !

anyung !(:

oh , i know there's sth wrong w my blog thingy.

will get it fixed asap.

(oh , and daddy's planning to buy me an ipad !)

coolness:-)

On Hiatus

2010-01-30T11:29:00.005+08:00

Hey people(:

thanks so much for tagging at my blog.

i know i havent been blogging for like 1425478 weeks.

have been utterly busy.

erm , i would really say this whole week has been a very hectic week for me.

loadsa things have been going on .

my sister flew back to melbourne just last week.

i miss her presence):

erm , ohohohoh ,

I'LL BE GOING TO SHINEE'S CONCERT AND FAN MEETING !

mummy bought vip tix to th concert:-)

$150 :D

thanks mom , words cant express my happiness right now.

going to th fan meeting tmrw.

waking up at 4am.

th meeting starts at 9.30 .

wanted to crash overnight there but change of plans.

key's grandmother recently passed away):

he's going thru a great ordeal right now.

i feel oh-so sad for him right now.

since he said tht his grandmother was like his best friend):

stand strong key !:-)

yesterday has been one of th best days ever in school.

my babes made me laugh th whole day.

jaw was so tired from laughing:-)

ofure , hannah , maple , claudia , denise , gerldine , jasmine , love you guys !

had a fire evacuation drill yesterday too.

thanks so much ptk for helping me w th route !

i seriously have no complete idea what th book says.

so tough being assistant monitor):

sun gerldine , you so owe me one.

gratz to ernest being monitor(:

do a good job rugby devotee:-)

oh , did i mention i love my drama juniors ?

they so rawk(:

especially 1e2 peeps:D

heh , not being bias here:-)

nashatul is such a nice person to talk to(:

1e4 , another great class .

although i must say ,

some sec ones are damn qianbian .

sibei rude and daring.

watch it yo .

just to let you guys know ,

i might not be blogging so often anymore as i dont have th time.

so dont pester me to update:-)

but continue to tag !:D

derrick , robin , see i updated !

cause of you guys then i update:-)

honoured nawt ?

hahah ,

woah , time flies .

need to prepare to go out town w mummy to shop for more clothes !

Forever 21 skinny's are awesome !

gonna buy it later !

bye sweethearts !

shinee ftw !(:

xoxo

Unspoken words

2010-01-16T22:00:00.007+08:00

Sup Homies !:-)

guess whatt ?

im freaking pissed !

read this GD fans !

TH GOVERNMENT OR STH IS FILING A COMPLAINT ON G-DRAGON.

SAYIN THT HIS MV'S ARE BREAKING TH LAW OF TEEN STH.

MEANING TH TEENS ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO SEE THINGS LIKE THT.

LIKE WTF. ITS NOT PORNO AT ALL.

!@#$%^&*

AND IF HE LOSES TH CASE , HE HAS TO DO JAIL FOR 1 YEAR!

ONE YEAR !!!!

ARE THEY TRYING TO DESTROY HIS CAREER ?!

BIGBANG IS CURRENTLY MAKING IT BIG IN JAPAN AND THEY'RE DOING THIS NOW?!

WTF. HIGHLY OBJECT TO THIS MAN.

yupp , ohohoh , and and and ,

SHINEE DID A GOODBYE STAGE ON MUSIC BANK !

WTH ! THEY AINT PERFORMING ANYMORE.

"TAKING A BREAK"

omg ! i seriously cant live without shinee !

"taking a break"

jeez):

2PM is taking a break too ,

but they'll be backk in april.

but dunno when shinee will be back !

dunno why , but when i saw th words "goodbye stage"

for shinee , i started tearing.

hahah , felt kinda emotional .

guess just gotta wait.

its kinda good this way too ,

can concentrate more on my studies alr:-)

derrick ! stop thinkin about yoona la you !-.-

hahah ,

skyping w claudia now and smsing bryan at th same time:-)

today went to bugis w ofure and hannah to buy my wallet;D

ended up buying earrings too:-)

hahah , nice.

then went back to amk hub to catch a movie.

wanted to watch vampire's assistant but th timing didnt match ours.

so we ended up watching "Have you met the morgans"

which is a awesome show too .

people , go watch yeah !

:-)

then bought subway , and home sweet home.

hannah ate over at my place:-)

sweet.

parents coming back tmrw .

lit is still left untouched.

crap , saw claudia's work.

there's so much to do:/

oh well ,

better get started.

bye babes.

much love and peace to y'all.

xoxo

I think im fallin for you

2010-01-15T22:25:00.004+08:00

Hey darlings !

these were some of th pics taken at my house today ,

w th one and only , Claudia !:-)

did our homework !

so studious right ?:-)

hmmm , had drama on thurs .

shouldnt have went.

wtf , sucked like shyt.

this year drama's gonna be crap.

sec 1's are so.......

-.-

anw , talking about sec ones.

today got this fucking bitch ,

say she thought jesse was bullying someone and videoed it down.

(jesse. seriously. is she blind)

then she told jesse say , if you dont kneel down and beg me , i will send to everyone.

WTF !

then she claimed she deleted it when we went to confront her.

jasmine ! good job dar !:-)

whatthefuck can ,

she pretend look innocent , but got a damn bitchy face alr.

whats th point ?

and hello bitch ?

you're only sec 1 . mind you.

dont give us this kpkb attitude alrights.

have some respect can.

and you dont even know jesse-.-

then now only wanna be friends.

pathetic loserrrr.

oh well , cant be bothered anymore.

msging bryan now.

homo noob-.-

hahah , no la.

but you veh sweet also la kayy ?:-)

changing my blogskin soon.

sick of this one.

anw , i would just like to say

Gratz robin:-)

make th right decision yeah.

and i'll miss you much of course !

feels kinda weird without you alr.

come back to peirce to visit !

love and miss you much kor:-)

tmrw going bugis w ofure and claudia.

anyone else wanna come ?

hahah ,

off to watch my show !

bye sweeties !

xoxo

I lost all faith

2010-01-09T22:04:00.005+08:00

(photos are from cca orientation, more at fb)

Hey peeps:-)

went to sch today for th sec 1 cca orientation.

met ryan at th gate and we walked in tgt .

LOL.

he damn funny:-)

then went to sit beside th flag pole where our booth were.

and someone kept commanding us.

like wth ?

you just joined th club , stop being so bossy and humble down abit.

then everything started and stuff.

everyone went to change and dress ,

mario had scarf to protrude his boobs .

cause he was drag queen:-)

LOL.

how funny was that.

then went around giving out flyers w nova .

it was utterly tiring under th hot sun.

then pester some people , shout here and there.

persuade , persuade .

then went to th hall to see modern dance perform.

gerldine mummy was dancingggg:-)

finally gave denise her gum.

after dunno how long.

LOL.

then went backk home w ofure ,

cause hannah lim pang seh me -.-

sms-ed christopher and stuff.

kor , jiayou for this year yeah !:-)

and chillax aye.

went lunching w dad and my sis:-)

went back home , SLEEP .

i so needed that.

slept from like 2.15-6 ?

shiokk !:-)

well , thats about it .

still kinda tired for some reason.

going orchard w my family tmrw:-)

shop , shop , shop !

byeeeeeee loves !

could it be that the feeling is coming backk ?

the butterflies in my stomach always appear when you talk to me.

i wish it would go away tho'

because i know reality would just hurt me , again.

masochistic

2010-01-08T22:04:00.004+08:00

Hey guys:-)

this whole week seems like a month to me alr.

time passed so slowly this week.

sec 1 cca orientation tmrw somemore .

sighhhhhhhh .

wasting my sleeping hours .

ofure ! why never tag my blog huh ?

go tag claudia's-.-

tuesday's assembly was a total waste of time .

pfffffftttt .

go tell it to someone who cares bitch.

stop messing w our lives.

(just because we have one)

feeling utterly moody for some reason.

oh , did i mention i love 2A2 peeps ?:-)

they so rawk , ernie , dawn , wanjia , jinyi etc.

dawn ! seeeeee , i put your name here.

should be honoured man:-)

haha ,

tmrw modern dance performing .

jiayou gerldine and jasmine !

:-)

i'll scream for you guys.

promise.

haha,

ugh , feeling weird.

lol

derrick , good that you updated your blog gbf:-)

brasel , get better soon yeah !

cheer up and smile preciousista:-)

jas dar just called me.

lol.

eh , you freakin funny uhh:-)

love youuuuuu<3

argh , feeling f*** .

bah , forget it.

school's sucky nowadays.

bye sweeties.

forever and always a shinee fan:-)

much love.

xoxo

shinee-jojo<3

Hectic

2010-01-04T19:28:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps.

so today was th first day of sch.

dead boring.

and this week is gonna be one long and tiring week.

ugh):

got a big hug from jas tho':-)

haha , love ya dar.

so glad to see gerldine and denise again:-)

no response man you guys-.-

derrick ! cheer up man you pig.

and whatever, i know that you know that im th awesomest:-)

more awesome than yoona:-)

and you know it=p

haha,

miss you man gbf !

meet up soon kayy ?

weird not seeing jae jun in sch anymore):

i miss him much man.

oh well ,

not much mood to post.

hope 2010 will be a better year.

love our form teacher!

nice and chio bu aye:-)

but no more mr pillai !

omfggggg):

shinee's coming s'pore !:-)

mummy , saw th esplanade thing alr.

tix very ex leh.

even more ex than blg.

how????

crappppp.

i must see shinee !

hmmmm,

anyung loves:-)

xoxo

~~some people are just suck ups.~~

~~losers.~~

L-O-V-E's just another word i havent learnt to pronounce

2009-12-29T21:23:00.003+08:00

Hey yo peeps.

coughing lately):

i am still god damn moody.

done w maths and sci .

denise and i wanna go to BLG'S CONCERT !):

ohcrap man.

omg ,

i just saw his mother fucking blog.

knn , fine .

dont need be like that right ?

dont you think you're too much ?

last time so nice and everything.

comfort me and what shit .

now you're like cock .

whats your fucking problem dude ?

you're damn screwed can.

making my life miserable as fuck.

ccb .

you're a mother fucking assholic bastard.

making me no mood nowadays.

trying to forget you also hard as fuck.

nb.

screw you man.

Odious

2009-12-28T14:34:00.002+08:00

Going out to town later w my family .

dont know why ,

im feeling damn fucked up .

okayy , maybe i do know why .

(claudia , its him)

i dont think i like him .

im not sure .

hmmmm ,

but recently , im feeling fucked up cause of him.

its so mother fucking annoying.

hope shopping can make me feel better .

spending time w family can really make me feel better sometimes.

my dad's being retarded:-)

but i love him that way .

welcome back brasel:-)

hope you had a fantastic trip.

all right ,

going out soon.

hope this fucked up feeling will fucking go away.

bye sweeties.

2pm

2009-12-27T20:16:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAECYEON !

2PM FOREVER !<3

just got back from suntec ,

superrrr tired ,

was out th whole day .

bought new specs !

*wide smiles*

bought shoes and clothes .

lazy t elaborate .

so yeah ,

thats it .

bye love .

Insomnia

2009-12-26T17:27:00.002+08:00

Hey yo !:-)

just a quick post now .

cause im goin out to town w my family+claudia and ofure !

yay !:-)

my dad wanted to buy them dinner or sth .

randomness .

we're going italian tonight ,

yummm .

so reached back on thurs .

unpacked and blah blah .

ytd went to ofure's house for this party thingy .

and after that we went northpoint to catch

"ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2"

it was ultra cuteness .

but a bit boring sometimes tho'

anw , gotta make up , make up , make up !

so bye sweeties !

peace out:-)

As time flies

2009-12-22T11:13:00.002+08:00

110th post only .

bah ,

okayy , this is going to be a emo post ,

so if you dont wanna read it , then dont .

but if you wanna , then welcome .

:-)

now that my sister is back ,

i feel im being ignored by everyone .

yeah , i know they missed her but i dont think i should be ignored .

her attitude's changed and she's kinda cock up .

its my blog , i write how i feel .

and everyone thinks she's so nice and sociable .

but she's so unreasonable sometimes .

and somehow , i feel she doesnt treat me as a sister .

everytime she has a problem , i'll go all out to help her .

but when it comes to me ,

its like she doesnt even bother .

whatthefuck .

i miss how my friends cared for me when im down .

when im quiet , they'll ask me what's wrong .

well , cause im never quiet:-)

i realised that i should treasure my friends even more than i have been .

they have stuck w me through thick and thin .

thank you , you awesome bunch of babes:-)

Naturally

2009-12-21T21:12:00.002+08:00

Heyo peeps !:-)

currently in aaron's house w annabelle !

havent seen her for so long !

:-)

she seems boredd=P

its dead here in malacca ):

i think im goin back on wed !

so many hours moreeeeeD:

hate this hell hole .

cb mann ,

motherfuckerr .

crapppp ,

new year gotta come back somemore):

shyt mann .

my sis has no complaints obviously .

wtf manzxc .

not fair at all .

nb ,

my sis fucking cock up man .

kinda want to go back to sch .

miss my babes !!!!!!!

kayy ,

crapping here as im fuckin boredd .

bye girlfs !

I really wish that dream would become reality

Exposure

2009-12-19T15:42:00.002+08:00

Hey guys:-)

it has been rainin non stop here .

once th rain stops ,

it starts pouring again .

heavier than ever .

th weather's so unpredictable.

found out im goin to my mom's friend house on monday .

i dont mind actually .

i love her cooking .

but , i found out that other friends are going too .

as in my sister's friends .

its all good for her ,

as she knows them ,

but i dont even talk to them .

wtf-.-

its gonna be hell):

i find it easier to make friends w singaporeans .

whyy is that ?

haha ,

and claudia , i dont think your theory is right:-)

speaking of claudia , i miss her alr .

not to mention ofure , hannah , claudia , denise , gerldine , jasmine , brasel .

and like tons others !):

life suckks here .

maybe cause there is no life here at all.

i need to get back to singapore asap !

anyone willing to fetch me back ?:-)

you'll forever be my saviour .:-)

haha ,

impossible tho'

oh well ,

life's crappy .

i feel sluggish .

screwed .

wtf .

bye babes .

Ecstatic

2009-12-18T22:30:00.003+08:00

Hi loves:-)

I just wanna say ,

I LOVE HANNAH LIM TO TH MAX !

she's such a great friend(;

thank you so much babe !

appreciate it a lot !

greatest babe of all;D

haha ,

so its been rainin like hell .

so hard to go out for dinner .

got caught in th rain :/

wth ,

luckily there was shelter .

oh andd ,

brasel , im really sorry that you felt that way .

but gerldine sent th msg to everyone .

like th whole class girls .

but i didnt know you will feel that way ,

so really sorry about that):

feelin moody now .

dont wanna elaborate further .

bye !

Touchdown

2009-12-18T17:47:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps:-)

reached malacca at 1.30 .

went home , ate , came back .

as usual .

pretty boring life here .

hmmmmphh .

now watching numbnuts and chick vs dick .

OMG !

I AM MISSING NUMBNUTS TODAY !):

its fuckingg unfairr .

im missing hutch and mikeD:

geez .

anw , nth muchh to post .

just that its hell here .

missing my girlfs right now):

buh-bye .

Misses

2009-12-17T23:42:00.003+08:00

Have a look at that(;

Kim Hyun Joong !<3

too sexy for words .

SHINee !<3

love them to th max .

korea reminds me of jaejun):

ryan , you miss him too right?

anw , its like 12.15 am now .

and im goin back to malaysia in 8 hours time .

wtf .

gerldine said that there'll be a class outing on 21 dec .

greatttt .

i wont be here .

and goin sentosa somemore .

even better .

fcuk mann .

alr said i dont wanna go .

!@#$%&

walao eh ,

damn suckk can .

leavin s'pore once again .

and what's more ,

i havent completed my homework !

*sighs*

life suckks .

im screwed .

adios peeps .

those times

2009-12-17T17:58:00.002+08:00

OMG !

JAE JUN IS STUDYING IN KOREA !

HE'S NOT COMING BACK TO S'PORE !

omgggggg .

i feel like crying buckets right nowD:

jun ! i will miss you alot yeah !

all th best in korea yeah ,

missing you alr):

man , i feel so sad now .

didnt even get to take alot of pics w him .

its really sadd .

let's change th sub huh .

today went out w ofure and claudia .

and on th way , i fell):

i really fell on th wet floor .

cause it was rainin .

and my phone button came off .

fantastic .

wtf ,

was so pissed .

and my hand hurt):

then met up w them ,

and went to mac to eat .

[shall not say th next part]

then went to watch AVATAR!

it truly is an awesome show:-)

well ,

im gettin hungry .

so im off t dinner !

buh-bye loves !

jun , come back to s'pore soon !

Ever ever after

2009-12-16T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hey:-)

went out w ofure and hannah today .

went to amk library to 'study'

heh:-)

ofure was so focused .

i really should learn from her(:

just watched star golden bell w my mom .

SHINee was on !!!

well , not all of them ,

but jonghyun and key were there !

just missin onew ,

then it would be my faves:-)

I feel like killin DERRICK TANG .

you crap , couldnt you tell me bout th korean thing earlier ?

you suckk dude .

only obsessed about yoona .

pathetic:-)

should be obsessed about me .

then i'll be okayy w your obsession:-)

i so feel like killin you for not tellin me .

grrrrr .

went to ofure's house yesterday .

awwww ,

her mum was so hospitable !

thank you ofure's mom !:-)

her younger bro is like over hyperr .

but he's so funny .

haha ,

so went to th airport yesterday to welcome my sister back .

(;

guess everyone in malacca is gonna welcome her backk .

cleon called me while i was in th library todayy .

Cleon:heyy , you free ? wanna go out for lunch ?

Me:*stunned for a mo'* erm , im in th library . and i just ate...so...sorry !

Cleon:ohhhh , that's okayy then .

Me:Who else is goin ?

Cleon:No-one . just thought i'd asked you.

Me:[question mark] err , haha , okayy . sorry then !

and that was it .

haha ,

senior , you're so weird:-)

but sorry i couldnt make it .

you should have called earlier(;

i would've gone .

guess whatt .

im goin back to malaysia AGAIN .

wtf , mom doesnt negotiate muchh .

ohhhcrapp .

didnt i just suffer for th past two weeks ?

and im goin to get it again ?

*sighs*

life is soooo unfair .

my girlfs said i could stay w them .

awwwwwww ,

but , my mom wouldnt agree .

feel like crying buckets .

i hate it everytime i go back there .

suckks big timeD:

th shopping suckks too .

believe me .

anw , do you guys know that kim hyunjoong doesnt sleep w any clothes on ?!

he's completely nude .

he says he feels weird wearing clothes to sleep .

wow , i think his future girlf will be luckyy:-)

he has a bod man .

i think its so hawtt .

well ,

nth much to post .

goin out w claudia and ofure tmrw

*big smiles*

and it was great to see hannah todayy:-)

i scared her when she came out of her lift .

she jumped ! haha:-)

her expression was priceless .

hehs ,

love you girlf !

BYE LOVES !

will upload photos asap .

Forever 21

2009-12-14T00:01:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONEW !

SHINee hwaiting<3

derrick has a serious obsession about yoona:/

Sweet 20

2009-12-13T22:23:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR SWIFT !:-)

Happy twentieth !

xoxo

ps. had th best burger todayy !:-)

one and a half hours to onew's birthday !<3

I love you enough to let you go

2009-12-13T00:43:00.002+08:00

Hi:-)

i love th phrase up above;D

its so meaningful yeahh .

love is not about lovin someone that you have to be w him .

sometimes its about seeing th person you love happy .

even if he's w another person , and he's happy , you should be happy too .

:-)

tmrw is th big day !

Onew's birthday !:-)

*big smiles*

he's turning a year older:-(

i mean we've got to age ,

but i hope his cuteness will remain for a long time:-)

so recently ,

i went to this person's blog .

hmmm ,

i wont say i detest her as i dont really know her .

but she's rich .

yes , she's hell rich .

but , she has a problem that i think she doesnt know .

she is a total braggart .

and im not a huge fan of braggarts .

she is flaunting her wealth .

too much for words .

did she ever think about those people who have never been to another country ?

or further more , a plane ?

her bragging can make people feel inferior .

i feel that people like her should stop flaunting their wealth .

i find it really despicable .

yes . you're rich .

so what ?

your personality sucks dude .

so change it will you .

i am not jealous neither am i envious .

i am very much contented w my life .

its just that i cant stand this type of people .

and hello ,

you've got everything anyone has ever wanted .

i dont think you've heard th word "no" from your parents before .

so stop flaunting your wealth and be more humble .

alot of people have been callin you a bitch behind your back fyi .

so change will ya .

okayy .

cleared:-)

now for my own problems .;D

i have been treating you as my brother .

yes , we werent close in th past .

but even you know it ,

we've become very close since th past few months .

so why are you treating me so cold ?

if there's sth you want me to change ,

tell it to me .

i feel so hurt by your sudden change .

like wth dude ,

what's up w you lately ?

isit wrong if i ignore you now ?

you left me hurting in th time i needed you th most .

i really am very confused .

if you continue to be nonchalant about this ,

then fine .

i wouldnt mind losing a friend like you .

:-)

another matter cleared .

blogging does take my mind off things;-)

amazing .

its 1 am .

im awake and tmrw i'll be off to bright and sunny s'pore !

yay !(:

cant wait to get back !

will be doing homework w claudia and ofure:-)

my two lovely babes !;-)

missed you guys so much .

and jasmine , dont worry , i've bought sth for you .

hope you'll like it:-)

troubles , pains , depression ,

i hope it'll all go away in time .

Smiles

2009-12-11T16:10:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps:-)

talkin to claudia and maple on skype now(:

it feels so great to hear their voices again:-)

goin back to s'pore on mon !

yay !

goin to eat jap food tonight !

i realised that nowadays ,

i've been spending my time on youtube and twitter .

just wasting my time away , as usual .

i know i should start doing my homework ,

but , just th sight of it turns me off .

anyone finished their homework yet ??

mind tellin me ?

and i swear ms huang is out to kill us

th english homework is brutal .

she shouldnt make us suffer like that:-)

and gerldine , what happened to your blog ?

hmmmm ,

alot of people wanna transfer):

like wth .

hmmmm ,

key is so amazing .

oh , did i mention lee min ho is comin to s'pore ?

on 21 dec .

cheapest tix are 98 while most ex is 188 .

outrageous right ?

cant believe it .

oh well ,

thats it for today .

except that im not feelin well .

abit feverish .

peace out loves !

till next time,

xoxo

derrick , stop being so obsessed w yuna .

im tons better:-)

sadistic

2009-12-10T23:46:00.004+08:00

Hello:-)

3 more days to onew's birthday(:

love that boy .

today was mediocre .

nth much .

woke up at 12 .

and slacked .

did i mention i hate it here ?

cause i seriously do .

my mum said i could buy justin bieber's album .

*wide smile*

desiree bieber is goin to buy justin bieber's album !(:

heh ,

my parents say they dont miss my sister .

but sub-consciously , they do .

they keep talkin about her non-stop .

im gettin sick of it actually .

being compared isnt nice .

everyone is different ,

we're not all th same .

if we were , i dont think there's a need to live anymore .

sometimes , i feel really unwanted .

like my parents just go on about my sis .

and friends in malaysia keep sayin how sociable she is and etc .

(not that i care what these people think, seriously)

Dont judge me when you first meet me .

im sometimes quiet when it comes to people whom i dont really know .

i need time to open up to someone .

my sister and i are completely different people .

so dont compare . that's what my parents need to learn .

so i guess th phrase "friends are better than family"

is sorta true .

friends provide happiness when family cant .

and friends treasure you for who you are .

not what you're supposed to be .

i guess when my sister comes back on 15 dec ,

my parents wont even notice that im not home .

oh well ,

i'll just go out w claudia and ofure and hannah .

claudia , thanks so much for your time .(:

so maybe i can relate to why people slash themselves .

the pain that they feel on th outside ,

can never be compared to th pain they feel on th inside .

problems just keep appearing recently .

Im just so sick of everything .

I always thought you were there for me ,

but now , i realised that even you are starting to fade .

Sweet 8teen

2009-12-09T00:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINHO !<3

SHINee fighting(:

th moment

2009-12-08T21:07:00.003+08:00

Hola !(:

watched angels and demons just now .

it is such an amazing show(:

loved every part of it .

you people should go and watch yeahh .

tmrw is minho's birthday !(:

i aint talkin about lee minho yeah .

minho from SHINee:D

gerldine mummy ! your fave uhhh .

hahs ,

lol ,

was supposed to watch a movie w aaron later .

but we didnt feel like goin so im at his house now .

lol .

he's such a pig .

oh well ,

key is so cute and talented(:

i really hope they come to s'pore .

oh oh , watched star golden bell just now

and SS501 was on !

kim hyunjoong !

th other members said they were envious of his looks .

duhhhh , who wouldnt be(:

he's so cute .

i cant stand hyungjun tho'

he's such an ass .

detest him man .

oh ! i wished i was at jingle ball):

it was so awesome there .

all th famous celebs went .

justin bieber , jordin sparks , taylor swift , cobra starship .

etc etc .

ohhhh , and i heard taylor lautner went there to support taylor swift(:

so jealous man .

my eight pac man:D

ohohoh , did i mention ofure is a suck upppp ??

haha , ofure babe , im mentioning this everywhere(:

but even tho you're a suck up ,

i'll still love you bitch .

that's all for today yo .

byeeee .

peace out .

I aint your toy to play w .

so dont mess w me bastard .

Remorse

2009-12-07T22:33:00.003+08:00

Hey guys .

talkin to colin on msn now .

that ang gu kueh(:

hehs ,

everybody miss you ??

are you sure dude ??

hahaha .

well yeahhh , i kinda miss you .(:

just watched aliens in th attic .

cute show(:

i say th blonde dude is cuteee(:

hmmm , i feel im being ignored by someone):

he can be like really nice and sympathetic ,

and th next second , he's moody .

wth ?

so yeahh ,

goin to catch a night movie tmrw w aaron .

im glad that he's back from perth(:

havent seen him for months .

i miss my pri sch friends):

angie , victoria , patey , xueteng , zuhaidah , tonglin .

ohh and russell wong junhui too !(:

hehs ,

that lovable brother of mine .

now so handsome eh .(:

I MISS CLERISSA YONG !

see cler , i put your name in capital mann .

what a good friend i am:DD

ohoh and jingwei , if you ever see this , i miss you too(:

weiliang , anthony , zhihao , shawn, carol .

oh and kyler , my stupid horny cuz , yes . i miss you too(:

hope i can see you soon cuz:D

and etc etc .

hmmm ,

must have a northland gathering soon(:

thats all ,

off to twitter !

love y'all !

xoxo

2 more days till minho's birthday(:

Forever and always,

2009-12-07T15:41:00.002+08:00

Hey yo !

was helpin cheralyn to find a blogskin .

came back after eating th best burger in town(:

it was so yummy:D

daddy bought a few dvds .

like "i love you beth cooper","angels and demons","g.i joe"

and there's like three more .

so yeahh ,

have been slacking like a pig .

havent started on homework .

it makes my eye sore .

hate th sight of it .

grrrrr ,

im having th urge to burn all th papers .

im like seriously rotting at home .

cant wait to buy justin bieber's album(:

he's too cute for words .

like unknown people are adding me on fb .

well , they're not unknown .

there are mutual friends but they dont even know me .

are they like despo for friends or sth ?

so i've been lookin for a blogskin that can last me for a long time but i just cant find any .

any suggestions ?

aaron wants to go catch a movie tmrw night .

feelin a bit lazy to go out tho'(:

and he asked me to go check th time .

pig .

so justin bieber is really rockin it out .

hmmm ,

i'll scream if he comes to s'pore(:

I miss my girls):

havent heard their voices for so long .

claudia ! let's go bugis when i get back !:D

and i've been like begging my mom and dad to get me a dog .

i doubt they'll comply .

its so unfair):

denise ! i envy you man .

oh well , nth much to blog about todayy .

so yeahh ,

shall just end off here .

peace out .

desiree bieber(:

Revived

2009-12-06T22:28:00.003+08:00

Yo people !(:

watching videos of shinee on youtube

Key can speak english !

woah ,

he's so smart(:

and jonghyun is so talented .

hmmm ,

dunno what minho and taemin is good at yet =P

gerldine , alot of people say minho cant sing aye (:

hehs ,

anw , did a manicure ytd:DDDD

now i have diamonds on my nails !(:

and multi coloured polish(:

oh , and i havent started on homework yet .

i think nobody has .

oh , and i feel tons better alr(:

A Big Thank You To:

Ofure , Claudia , Jasmine , Denise , Clerissa , Victoria .

love you guys(:

*wide smile*

you people brighten up my life aye .

so yeah ,

being bored to death here .

its like total depression):

counting down th days till i get back to s'pore .

ofure has been a great company on msn(:

so has claudia .

haha ,

yeahh ,

its 12am and im bored .

so toodles !

love you all !

oh , and did i mention im in love w

shinee-y.o.u ?

go listen !

you'll fall in loveee(:

It shatters what little hope you have left

2009-12-04T23:15:00.004+08:00

I feel like I lost all sense of security .

Like nobody's ever there to support me or encourage me anymore .

Nobody's there to hold me when i fall .

I feel lost somehow .

The people whom i trust and confide in ,

all seem so far away from me now .

even my brother and sister , they dont give a damn .

i need my babes w me now .

i really need them more than ever .

i miss th laughter and th smiles .

and th happy times we've had .

I just want to get away from it all .

Its like a horrible wound that cuts through

and thats never able to heal .

people always complain about their problems to me ,

but who's gonna help me w mine ?

their such a selfish bunch .

anyway ,

I wanna thank someone for listening to my needs(:

-You're like my jacob black .(:

and i love that .

you know how to put a smile to my face when i need it .

when im on th verge of crying , you're always there for me .

and you're such an optimist .

mr bright side(:

yeah , im talking about you ,

i hope you'll always be there to make me smile when im down .

and i'll definitely be there for you . always .

Shattered

2009-12-04T16:55:00.004+08:00

Hola(:

yeahh , posted a few melbourne pics up .

denise , dont say i didnt(:

well , hutch invited like everyone on his fb to go see numbnuts .

at orchard on december 12 .

ohmyeffingawd , i wont be there):

crapppppppp !

its like a kissing booth(:

o.0

i wanna goooooo D:

awwwww mann .

5 bucks .

not bad .

but crap ,

i'll still be stuck here .

cant see th people that are going to kiss him and mike .

wonder if anyone will stick their tongue down his throat(:

haha ,

oh , and i just found out ,

onew self studied and got 2nd in th whole school .

aint he smart ?

omg , he's so smart and cuteeee .

well , i've just been utterly beaten and shattered .

claudia and ofure , thanks for cheering me up yeahh .

my sister told me sth that , well , made me moody and insecure .

she said i was being despo .

well , im not .

i am not desperate at all .

I know my feelings .

and i guess i was sure .

so im not being despo .

but ever since you told me he liked her ,

maybe my heart couldnt take it or sth .

but i felt crushed , broken .

but whatever ,

what do you care anyways .

Overdued

2009-12-04T15:17:00.004+08:00

Let me hear your voice

2009-12-03T21:53:00.002+08:00

Hey earthlings , loves , faithful readers .

havent been posting lately .

sorry about that yeahh .

internet connection has been failing me miserably .

anyways , I'd give anything to be back in s'pore now .

I miss ofure , hannah , maple , claudia , denise , gerldine , brasel , evann , jas etc .

I'd really do anything to be w them right now .

than being stuck here .

like a moron .

life is shyt here .

my parents are kinda screwing it up too .

oh , wtf .

anw , watched new moon !

TAYLOR TAYLOR TAYLOR !

taylor lautner made new moon !

he has such a hot bod .

i just wanna say bella was a bitch in that show .

yupp .

watched it w aaron and calvin .

gonna watch "a christmas carol" and "ninja assassin" soon .

w sam and aaron and calvin i think .

oh well ,

gonna buy my boy justin bieber's album soon .

guess what .

7 of his songs went into th billboard 100 and made top 10 !

how amazing is that .

that guy rawks mann .

hope he'll last forever .(:

ilovehim !(:

how does "desiree bieber" sound ?

i think it sounds awesome !(:

and of course , i love my sister !

denise yeo , see , dont say i didnt put your name before .

all th best for your exams !

and to kei , zach , sarah and beanie too .

study hard and all the best(:

love you guys .

thats all .

internet going down ,

bye people !

love you all !

peace out yo !

xoxo

Miracle

2009-11-29T14:45:00.003+08:00

Hey yo !

woah ,

its been sorta crazy these two days .

went out alot .

at night , kept going to this hotel like place .

its absolutely beautiful .

anw , so , my dad kept drinking whisky and stuff .

met a few westerners, made friends and so on .

and so , we went back to th place again yesterday night .

and this waiter suddenly came up to me and was like,

"Hey , can i get you a drink ? I've been looking at you for awhile, You look really bored ."

and i was like , oh , nahh , its okayy . thanks .

and he started talking to me and stuff .

like asking me about my age , saying my dad looks familiar.

where do i study .

i guess when he heard i was only 13 , he backed off a lil .

but you know , he's still so freaky .

my dad was like" was he messing around w you ?"

I told my dad to chill .

lol.

and i was w my friend ,

and he was like ,

desiree , he's hitting on you .

but if he asks for your number , i'll bash him up for you .

lol.

o-kayy .

and i told him to chill too .

haha .

so yeah ,

and when we were leavin , he kept on waving goodbye to me .

like dude , im 13 . you're like 20+?

get a life .

jolyn jie said that she'll be goin out to s'pore for a day or sth .

and asked if i would like to go .

should i?

anw , watching NEW MOON tmrw !(:

yay !

finally .

hmmm , i'll think about it .

anw , nth much here .

thats about it .

bye y'all !

peace.

It breaks th heart

2009-11-26T23:12:00.002+08:00

Hey, look !

Im taller(:

woots(:

all right .

anw, nth much here .

just listening to bigbang-let me hear your voice .

its such a great song .

everything about it is awesome.

so guys, go hear it(:

i wonder why people fall in love.

if it means hurting them in the end.

so isit really good to fall in love?

time for some debating here(:

goodnight peeps .

lotsa love,

xoxo

2009-11-26T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hey, nth much but i was just looking thru youtube and look what i found .

first vid:justin keeps hugging taylor and vice versa(its really annoyin,girls,dont get jealous)

sec vid:before he became a celeb, th guy really has some talent !

everyone, support him by buying his album ! I am(:

-DESIREE-

Dont wanna let it show

2009-11-26T16:12:00.003+08:00

OMG! NEW MOON CAME OUT TODAY IN MALAYSIA !

OMG, OMFG , ZOMG !

that dumbass aaron goin kl tmrw .

who am i going with now ?

asshole .

pang seh me for your girlf .

Im much more important okayy .

you owe me one you asshole .

of all times, must be tmrw .

freak you mann ,

you're like th biggest asshole.

i dont care.

i will watch it soon(:

cannot wait too long .

must watch as many times as possible .

Perez Hilton said that in New Moon,

Robert Pattinson's acting sucks .

Bella Swan is so annoying(like kristen stewart)

Taylor Lautner is hawt .

okayy,

everything is quoted yeahs .

oh well ,

still gonna watch it anw .

cant wait to watch it .

cant wait to see taylor's hot bod(:

i've been counting down to this okayy .

so, here is such a depressing world .

going outta my mind .

nth to do at all .

miss all my girlf's back in s'pore.

dying miserably here .

yeah ,

that's kinda how it rolls over here .

A Dead World .

freaking dead .

and who the hell gives a damn about homework now.

been spending my time this days using my lappy and watching brown sugar macchiato .

thanks brasel, for th disc again(:

oh,

and yesterday i tried using eyeshadow and eyeliner.

Eyeshadow=Perfect

Eyeliner=Disaster

omg , eyeliner's are so hard .

gerldine, you seriously have to teach me one day .

my mom said i looked like a zombie

(claudia, i know you're laughing right now. Stop laughing)

freakkkk .

i failed .

oh well,

shall just stick to eyeshadow and mascara .

anyway ,

Im thinking which album i should buy,

justin bieber, shinee , g-dragon,big bang

any suggestions ?

anyway,

ending off here,

BYE LOVES !

Falling down,

2009-11-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

Hola y'all !

hmmm , guess what ?

I just realised that malaysia is showing new moon on 26 november !

omg . thats so cool .

its faster than s'pore .

hope i can catch it when i get back to s'pore again(:

hehs ,

want to watch it as many times as possible .

taylor lautner !

gawd .

th waiting is killin me .

talked to Cherry Tan Yixuan !

woah .

what a total babe now .

cherry , last long w him yeahs !

Cherry and Desiree married on 24/11/09 !

I love my wifey(:

she's so chio .

muahahaha .

cleared things up w aaron .

and he's gonna take me to watch new moon(:

cool[;

thats all ,

LOVE,

Desiree !

Cherished ,

2009-11-24T16:32:00.004+08:00

Hey guys .

reached malacca ytd at 4?

superrrrrrrr bored .

im in love w lee seunggi(:

btw, during a performance in london,

Justin Bieber sprained his ankle !

oh no ! i heard he was in alot of pain .

get well soon justin !(:

i miss my sister):

anw , so angry w aaron .

and im goin his house to eat somemore .

......

pissed okayy .

whether you see this anot, i dont care .

i hate you aaron .

you suck.

anw, ending off here .

sometimes , we regret things a lil too late .

and when we do regret , we realise that things could never go back th way it was .

and we end up hurting ourselves .

but we didnt realise that we've hurt other people also .

we should cherish our time that we're having now and not regret later .

Dont need these other pretty faces like I need you

2009-11-22T21:44:00.004+08:00

Hola !

yeah. posting for th second time today .

see that awesome cute guy there ?(:

thats justin bieber if some of you dont know:D

he is such a cutie .

latest news is that he went to roosevelt mall and there were 3000 fans there .

and it became so chaotic that 5 people had to be sent to hospital ,

a 13 year old girl was push th ground and couldnt breathe ,

so th police said that justin would not be appearing alr .

and justin said that th police threatened to arrest him if he went in .

gawd . th police are so mean .

anw , so in love w th song now .

omg! i just realised i forgot to call ofure .

crap . sorry bestie !(:

will call you tmrw before i leave .:D

hmmm , i really really dont wanna go tmrw .

geez , life totally sucks .

anw , mum better keep her promise(:

talking to denise now .

was so pissed at first .

now she's making me feel tons better(:

thanks denise .

iloveyou babe !

been spending alot of time w my lappy .

yay(:

printed out th homework and stuff but havent even started on anything .

like whatthefuck . which sch gives EOY homework ?

okayy .

am utterly bored and have been reminiscing so ,

This is dedicated to Robin,

Bro ! Although we only met this year , you have been a great friend and brother .

When you were our gl , you were so enthu and made it fun .

When I was down , you were there to comfort me and console me .

When I was being pissed , you showed me th reasonable side of things .

When I was being irritated by th damn bastard , you scolded him for me .

When I needed advice , you'd be th first I asked .

Most importantly , you always gave a listening ear when i needed one and

You were like a true brother to me .

Even tho we're not gonna see each other next year ,

You will always be my best bro and number one confider .

The pain penetrates deeply,

2009-11-22T17:48:00.002+08:00

Hey guys !

Im currently cramping like hell .

omg .

it's so damn annoying .

anw , absolutely bored right now .

got off skype w my sister just now .

I miss melbourne ! ):

saw rob kardashian's twitter just now .

he got into a fist fight at a club .

wow .

he's so hawt mann .

messaged hannah just now .

didnt know she got back .

she didnt message meD:

she thought i was in malaysia .

anw , I'll be goin to malaysia tmrw .

it was on such short notice .

my mum was so random and just said " we're going back tmrw ."

I was like " NOOOOOOO !" *sad face*

*sigh*

guess i have no choice but to go back .

this sucks mann .

my mum promised that i can buy any album i want tho'(:

SHINEE(:

seriously , i dont know why but these few days i've been so obsessed w them .

hmmmm , i hope they come to s'pore .

clerissa said that nlps "applause" was boring and that their standard dropped .

of course cler ! we left . that's why their standard dropped(:

hehs .

anw ,

gotta go get packing for tmrw .

its like i just came back from melbourne and now off to malaysia .

ofure ! if you can , come to malacca yeah ! you'd better come .

signing off here ,

Love Desiree !

Mnet Asian Music Awards

2009-11-21T23:44:00.005+08:00

OMG .

I watched th Mnet Asian Music Awards just now .

I missed like 2 hours of th show !

It was from 6pm-10pm !

freeeeeaaaaaaaakkkkkkk !

omfg .

and bangbangtang performed tooooooo!(:

along w 2pm , G-DRAGON,TAEYANG,2NE1,4 minute !

and many others of course .

i think kara performed too .

shyt mannn .

g-dragon and taeyang looked so good .

they looked so handsome and cute .

g-dragon kept thanking 2ne1 and kept hugging themD:

damn . i was so annoyed when he kept hugging them):

2pm won alot of awards .

and jaebeom left somemore .

gosh . i miss jaebeomD:

2pm even beat super junior and big bang !

like omg .

anw , miley cyrus said she didnt like twilight .

omg .

miley cyrus does not like twilight !

she said she hates it when she's watching her late night shows and th trailer starts .

I like th trailers D:

especially taylor ....

3/12/09 !!

cant wait .

I think i'll be in malaysia then tho'):

craps.

anw ,

timberland wants to collaborate w miley cyrus .

timberland w miley cyrus . woah .

miley cyrus w timberland . woah .

woah woah woah .(:

anw , went out w my parents today to taka .

saw a superly awesome puma bag !

omg . and th silver was sooooo nice too .

but mum didnt allow me to buy):

awwwww.

watched tao hua xiao mei just now .

wang dong chen !!! he's my hottieee ! (:

justin bieber is like, just so awesome .

how great will it be to know him .

like woah .

its like 1.10 am now .

and im superbly bored .

talking w claudia .

she's a freeeeeaaaaaaaakkkkk .(:

hehs .

oh well .

byebye people .(:

-oh ! and isabelle !

thanks for helping me get all th SHINEE songs again !(:

ily !

repulsive thoughts

2009-11-19T17:14:00.003+08:00

hey guys. sorry but im really lazy to post th melbourne pics . sorry brasel !D: maybe will post on fb or sth. went to amk hub ytd to watch 2012 w ofure !(: th show was really nice . oh, and i saw xinxuan sista there too !(: was so happy !:D and i have super great news ! Im officially over him!(: yes . desiree is officially over him;D no more other zac efron anymore(: im widening my choice now(: heh . watched th repeat of star golden bell last night . zomg . It was uber funny . I was laughin a lil too loudly:) heh . I shall repeat this again, ILOVEONYU! jonghyun too yeahs(:

oh and key and minho too(: okayy, ilove every single one of em.Im like seriously pissed now. w a certain someone. Will you STOP copying my everything ? all of my pictures, my style , my clothes , my EVERY SINGLE DAMN THING .you just have to copy it all.

Why isit that you cant have your own originality ? you keep saying to everyone that you have your own originality . but you freaking dont . Stop freaking pissing me off if not one day, I'll really shoot back at your fucking pathetic lil face and brain and you'll really regret it .

okayy . thats just what i wanted to say(:

and i've realised that i've been hating a certain two girls alot lately .

They wont change one bit because their bitches by nature. okayy . every girl's a bitch at some point . but these two , they will never change for the better. Our school is better off without them here. We're here to study ,not flirt . yeah girls talk to guys and stuff . and we can be really close. but the both of you just go so overboard. Many people cant freaking stand you . what w your freaking high pitched voice . gawd . stop it all right . guys dont like it . they find it fucking annoying. and stop acting sweet and friendly in front of people when inside , you're just a freaking hypocritical bitch. Fine . I admit. I was abit jealous at first when both of you kept gettin closer to my 'brother'. But its natural, cause him and I have been close since the start of the year. and out of nowhere you two just kept asking him to go out and stuff. And there was one time that I was talking to him and you just cut me off. like wth. and now, he has grown closer to the both of you bitches. Do you know that what you've done has really hurt my feelings. I treated both of you as my friends. I sometimes even confided in you. and what, now you turn your back on me? what was all the shyt that you said to me before? just fuck off and stay outta my fucking life bitches. Dont screw up my life anymore.

Australia , Melbourne

2009-11-17T17:12:00.005+08:00

Hey people ! yes !

Im finally back ! (:

arrived at about 12 am yesterday .

msged my girls on my return(:

after i returned home , bathe and everything ,

slept at 3 am .

haha .

oh oh , and i so have to mention:

I MISS MELBOURNE ALR !

yes . i miss melbourne .

i miss everyone and everything there !

I miss sarah , isabelle and my sister !

made friend w some of my sister's friends

sarah's my sister's friend from s'pore and sec sch friend and bla bla .

she's really nice and friendly .

on my last day at melbourne , after a lecture ,

she came specially to look for me to let me try Almond bubble tea !

haha

she's so cute .

and after i tried it , I told her it tasted like medicine;D

then she said she was so disappointed in me .

hahah .

then she took out a milk tea and gave it to me .

i was like ?????

then she said since i dont like th almond bubble tea , she got ready this .

so sweeeeeeeet of herrrrrrrr !!

did i mention she's superrrrrrrr smarttttttt .

and she's so high and hyper and enthu .

ILOVESARAH ! (:

isabelle is just so awesome .

she's so cool .

they call her beanie.

everything bout her is so cool .

especially her hair!

*winks to sarah and denise jie*

isabelle ! dont cut your hair !

iloveit !

listen to sarah !

and everytime im cold , she lends me her sweater .

and its huge on me(:

haha .

but its th thought that counts(:

and when i hugged her , she was so solid like a statue .

she didnt even move(:

haha .

so strong .

and i made friends w these two guys .

they're so friendly and superly funny .

Zach & Kei !

haha .

zach has bushy hair !

hahahaha .

he's so funny . omg .

everytime I see him , i'll laugh .

then sarah will start laughin also(:

Kei . what a unique name .

i like his hair too .

okayy . im not obsessed w people's hair . just elaborating .

haha . he's so lame and funny .

and he's fave word is o-kayy .

and he has this weird tone or sth(:

I miss all of em' !

they rawk like crap .

miss shopping at melbourne too .

supre !!

i must go back .

love love love th pizza's and pasta's .

yummmm .

anw , i will try to post all th pics in th next post .

I just watched tv and SHINEE was on !

onyu was wearing specs but he looks soooooo CUTE !

omg . onyu just so adorable .

and and , he's so smart toooooooo !

he answered th star golden bell qns .

th last and most difficult qns .

and got it right !

he's so so so so so so smart !!

onyu oppa, fighting ! <3

and SHINEE performed Ring Ding Dong !

Jonghyun looked sooooo gooooood !(:

my mum and sis said taemin is gay .

lol . they're so mean .

anw , gonna go out for dinner now .

maybe gonna eat taiwanese food .

byebye wonderful people !

How many tears have hit th floor

2009-11-12T13:33:00.004+08:00

hello babes !(:

time to blog again .

hmmm,

i've been really bored.

had lunch w my dad's friend.

was bored as hell .

just sat there as they talked .

sis had lesson , so had to rush off .

great . left me there.

listening to justin bieber's one less lonely girl(:

he rawks mann .

anw, was lookin at youtube, twitter and stuff .

and guess what i found ?!

http://www.twilightblog.net/2009/07/kellan-lutz-shirtless-photo-gallery.html

Kellan Lutz!!

oh yeah .

total hottie.

I think he's even hotter than robert pattinson(:

he's got a better bod .

definitely .

was talkin to jeremy ,aaron and claudia just now .

now talkin to vic and gerldine .

i miss all of em' D:

ohhh .

and taylor swift won th entertainer of th year award !

so happy for her(:

she really deserves it .

anw, gettin more bored by th second .

gonna eat out tonight !

th flies are seriously annoyin me .

byebye retards !(:

Im on a roll

2009-11-11T11:57:00.017+08:00

hey yo !

another day of posting.

th weather's been slightly better here at melbourne .

thank gawd .

at least there's wind now.

but th temperature is like 31 degrees?

crap .

i think im gonna miss melbourne when i go .

australia has deep memories for me .

currently, im kinda pissed w someone .

gawd , that person is so short tempered .

anw, i just found out that fergie and josh duhamel might be gettin a divorce .

omg, after ten months of marriage .

and their such a hot couple too.

whats w him and th stripper ?

im like seriously bored now .

i have absolutely nth to do .

goin to th big d.f.o on sat w my sis and her fren .

gonna shop somemore .

maybe buy Rusty stuff .

Aaron ! see . dont say i never support you(:

i just realised that i have a hundred over pictures to post when im back ,

been taking loadsa pics .

my sister showed me a youtube video .

its about a few primary sch boys dancing to nobody .

its lyk, omg .

seriously, they can dance and move it .

but its a lil gay tho'

haha .

i couldnt stop laughin when i saw it.

i dont know why but this few days , i've been a bit moody .

and its not pms or wdv .

Im not sure if im looking forward to sec 2 .

i guess im not .

i actually kind of dread it .

i realised that i kinda miss primary school .

i miss vic , angie , zuhaidah etc.

reminiscing alot recently .

cant wait for new moon to come out .

been looking at mag's , videos and stuff .

new moon seems so awesome .

i think eclipse and breaking dawn is going to be even better .

I want to go to Vancouver !

gosh , so so so wanna go there .

wanna go toronto too .

hmmm ,

its so unfair .

th day i go back to s'pore, three days after ,

new moon will be released here in melbourne .

frustrating .

my sister was gloating me .

annoying ,

i know i've said this like a zillion times but

I Dread Going Back To Malaysia .

its dead boring there .

and well, it just sucks .

i wanna be w my girls .

anw, watchin an interview on rob pattinson,taylor lautner and kirsten stewart .

absolute boredom now .

gonna talk to ofure !

byebye loves !(:

Ring Ding Dong

2009-11-10T13:43:00.004+08:00

hola y'all !(:

currently listening to shinee's ring ding dong(:

its so addictive .

could listen to it all day and never get sick of it.

i swear jonghyun's dancing is gettin better(:

i prefer minho's old hairstyle tho'

he doesnt look that good w long hair .

and onew's gettin soooo goooood loooookin !! (:

key's gettin cooler:D

taemin's still as cute as ever.

shinee is just so awesome<3

oh and melbourne has me BURNING UPD:

th sun's brutal here .

you cant even step out of th house .

once you do , you'll be sweating your ass off .

omg .

th temperature is like 30+ degrees here .

Adelaide is much worse tho'

and th melbourne people say that its gonna be much worse in feb .

well , good luck to my sister then .

oh, and i bought a new Guess sunglasses !

woots ! It costs 200 tho'

aussie money .

thank you daddy !(:

th ladyyys there said that there were gonna be alot of bush fires in feb .

and some people in melbourne and adelaide alr have been sent to th hospital cause of th heat.

they said melbourne and adelaide hasnt have this type of heat in 100 years.

and th heat lasts for 4 days straight .

and i'll still be here .

fantastic .

i'll be goin back to s'pore on mon .

in th middle of th night , i can just wake up sweating .

ohmygod.

its really hot kayy .

i miss winter and spring !

and denise, i agree w you !

Chace Crawford is absolutely hawtttttt !

he's such a babeeeeee !

talking to samuel and laura on msn now .

oh, im so bored now .

gonna go twittering soon(:

its kinda my hobby to twitter now(:

haha

hasta la vista baby !

Your silhouette was right there

2009-11-06T09:56:00.007+08:00

hello to all !(:

I'm kinda down w sore throatD:

damn.

have been twittering .

why is it that zac efron and taylor lautner dont have twitter ?

its seriously annoying .

taylor lautner gets cuter to me everyday(:

oh yeah , hard rock abs and pecs .

it cant get any better:D

followed peter facinelli, ashley greene,ashley tisdale and tons of others on twitter .

and im still only following 65 people .

thats pathetic.

havent been feeling well this few days .

what th eff .

havent been a great start to a holiday .

spring is about to leave and summer is on its wayD:

i heard melbourne has huge flies in summer .

hope i'll be gone by then .

i just realised that when i come back, my girls will be gone on their holiday .

and after a few day back in s'pore, off to malacca .

oh crap .

just thinkin about it makes me pissed.

hate goin back there.

its so boring.

there's no life.

no vivo,no bugis,no him either .

oh,

talkin about him,

i just did th social interview on fb .

there was a qns about him !(:

*wide smiles*

it said: If ------ was a drink , what would he be?

I would have put: 100 plus !

everyone loves 100 plus !

and it gives us energy too(:

but i skipped it .

if it was published, he would probably think im mad .

hope he passes his N level .

wouldnt want him goin to ITE.

oh well .

social interview was cockin up abit .

this is what david archuleta said on his twitter:" I love how a song can really bring out a feeling you have inside."

isnt that sweet?!

he's so sweet mann(:

lovelovelove .

anw, gotta go lunch now !

(denise, dont be envious uh(:haha)

byebye peeps !

current song:bu de bu ai-wilber pan and an unknown girl(:

Melbourne, baby !

2009-11-04T14:41:00.006+08:00

greetings from melbourne loves(:

touchdowned at 5.45 am (s'pore time)

8.45 am , melbourne time .

the flight was 7 hours(aint six claudia)

my parents actually wanted to take s'pore airlines .

didnt know why they ended up taking emirates .

gawd , th foot spacing was not enough for my long legs:D

hahaha .

nahh , im just kiddin .

watched movies .

then i slept for like two hours .

woke up , and watched movies again (:

was abit jet lagged when i arrived in melbourne i guess .

staying at my sister's place currently .

love it here(:

the weather's just awesome:D

its so cold and nice .

so far the weather ranges from 14-20 degrees .

it is seriously awesome .

gettin away from the hot weather in s'pore and all .

the food's great too .

so far , ate chinese food , italian , thai .

oh oh oh !

th ice cream here is just lovely !

th flavours are different and all .

and the people here are just awesome .

they're friendly yeah .

but i noticed sth about them .

1)they love smoking for some reason .

2)they're fave word "anyway"

and i just love their accent(:

its cool .

haha .

they have trams here in melbourne .

its kinda like hong kong .

its connected to wires .

i've been taking a lot of trams recently .

where im currently staying , its really convenient to move around .

everything is within walking distance .

and trams are everywhere(:

will elaborate more when i get back .

so far , I LOVE this drink called "BOOST" .

its like really addictive even tho i tried it just once .

they sell like smoothies and stuff .

i tried this green tea and mango flavour smoothie or sth .

cant really remember what was inside .

it was awesome !

love it love it love it!

bought quite alot of outfits so far .

the clothes and shops here are just superb !

there are quite a few drunkards tho .

just keep away from them .

and a few eccentric people .

bought skinny's from a shop called "jayjays"

its a really awesome shop .

the people are so nice and cool there .

i bought some stuff for ofure , claudia , hannah and maple .

(dont say i forgot you guys)

bought this mag called " FAMOUS"

its totally updated and stuff .

teenage is sort of lagging .

it would be so totally awesome if taylor lautner and taylor swift get together(:

T squared:D

haha .

and i guess you wont feel tired even tho you walk a long distance here cause of th weather .

oh , and the schools here are great too .

will post up th pics when i return .

gonna eat soon .(:

shall end here .

current song:live like you're dying-kris allen

Here we go again ,

2009-10-31T14:59:00.004+08:00

hola !

im back(:

twittering :D

as always .

sorry havent been blogging .

didnt feel like it .

there were alot of things that happened this week .

i cant seem to remember it tho '

i think im gettin a short term memory .

well , watched music bank yesterday .

gerldine has been tellin me about Shinee's new song

ring ding dong !

haha .

i heard it for th first time yesterday .

it was awesome ! :D

as always , they're first(:

saw clara at amk hub on thurs !

screamed and hugged her !

goin to melbourne on sun .

gonna see my sis .

just signed David Archuleta's guestbook .

for those who want to wish him ,

its @http://www.groupcard.com/c/VkbYBZJo3j1

i signed it , i hope you will too(:

david , all th way !

http://davidarchuletanetwork.ning.com/profiles/blog/list?user=30iqaaxz3bpoz

th link on top is his blog .

i swear .

its his .

im so in love w him !

he's so down to earth and so friendly .

david ! come to sg soon okayy !

and i was so bored yesterday .

it was th last day of sch .

had to stay back as i didnt do enough cca hours .

from what i know .

which is like , weird .

because my name was definitely not called th first time .

anw , went to j8 to eat and cleon called me .

and we talked abit and put down th phone after that .

went back home w hannah and claudia .

we went to th gym to 'work out' .

which we didnt really do (:

haha .

we kinda did exercise but after that , we went to th playground :D

and we got carried off by camwhoring .

and i was like super tired by th time i got home .

bathed , ate dinner , watched tv .

usual stuff .

then i got bored at night , when i was in my room .

so i started calling people .(:

but uhm , they didnt pick up .

guess they were all sleepin away:D

so i msged cleon .

and we msged until i received an sms from his num.

sayin : hi , im cleon's gf . do you mind giving his time with me ? i'd appreciate it .

and i was like seriously ? hah .

oh . ohkayy then ?

i really didnt know what to say or feel .

like all right then . sure .

told hannah about it .

well , i shall not say what she said(:

still cant believe im goin to melbourne tmrw .

time flies .

soon , we'll be back in sch and we'll be in sec 2(:

wow , cant believe it myself .

its like we were only in primary six last year .

yeah , so anw , thats about it .

i actually had alot of things to blog in mind .

but i kinda forgotten what i wanted to say .

its quite dumb really .

i'll try to update you guys while im in melbourne .

okayy .

i shall stop talkin now .

and will update you guys next time !

ciao !

current song:ring ding dong-shinee

and th storm has cleared ,

2009-10-26T21:33:00.002+08:00

watchin a hong kong movie w my mum now(:

cant stand th bloody bitch in th show .

haha .

went back w hannah today .

yingjie joined us .

he kept teasing me and kickin my leg !

ouch !

pain yeahs .

stupid ass .

senior still so childish .

hehs ,

today didnt do anything much .

mr cheng scolded claudia and i for some stupid screwed up reason .

seriously , its so retarded .

gawd ,

we got a new name for a teacher(:

PMK !!!

(winks to denise and claudia)

i got phobia of her .

seriously .

such a scary bitch .

she should go to hell man .

dunno why they still keeping her .

finally talked to louiza on msn .(:

she's still as funny as ever .

loui ! ily;imy !

hehe .

oh oh , watched guang yin de gu shi just now .

i think im fallin in love w xu yiyuan !

whoo !

he so shuai ! (:

still cant stop thinkin bout my burger king guy:D

(claudia , shut up)

but i miss my nike obsessed guy/th other zac efron !

how long never see him already !

miss him !!!!!

nike obsessed ! where are you ??

denny smsed me just now .

and we talked .

thanks for confiding in me yeahs (:

hmm hmmm ,

nth else .

except robin kor damn cute uh !

all the best for O's uh !

robin , cleon ,eileen ,jeremy and others ?

whacked deirdre's butt today(:

she got a shock and almost killed me=P

oops .

hehe .

then th assholic boys purposely sat julius next to me !

ewwww ,

very distgusted !

orange.......

nth to say claudia , denise , maple , hannah .

im so freakin addicted to twitter !

kept goin to celebrity's twitter .

kim kardashian , souljaboy , justin bieber etc .

especially joe jonas !

ofure ! he seriously got hot new hairstyle !

damn man now .

he even said it himself .

quote :"the new hairstyle makes me look more......manly"

he's so cute and funny !

joe !<333333

and fann kept annoyin th hell outta me today .

and vice versa (:

hehs ,

kept insultin my wang dong chen !

watch out fei zhu .

luo zhi xiang so ewwwww .!!!

(no offence to fans yeah)

hmmm ,

thts th end .

anyung lovers !!!

the heart has reasons that reason do not understand ,

2009-10-25T21:30:00.002+08:00

yes yes .

posting again(:

i really feel damn bored yeah .

supposed to be watchin sonny w a chance now .

but dun feel like .

its like 9.40 ?

so early .

i think im obsessed w joe's twitter .

hehs ,(:

haih .

tmrw sch again .

dont feel like goin .

there's maths somemore !

shyt mann !

whew , today finally finished th eng corrections in lyk 15 min ?

totally rushed thru th corrections .

damn lazy to do nicely .

not lyk miss claudia (:

omg omg omg .

i totally forgot to say in my previous two posts .

th guy whom i said tht is cute .

th one in black in th pic ,

HAS TH SAME PHONE AS MEEEEEE !!

awesomnest right ?

was like totally goin crazy when i found out:D

hehs ,

dawn , im not a stalker .

and demi lovato is much prettier than dawn ! (:

hehe .

and christopher korkor !

dont turn gay !!

stay straight yeahs .

heh heh .

talkin to sam and laura on msn now .

oh well ,

nth to post already .

loves loves all of you !

hasta la vista baby !

love is like th wind , you cant see it . but you can feel it

2009-10-25T16:02:00.002+08:00

hey hey .

i got that phrase above from joe jonas's twitter .(:

i found it so meaningful:D

and he has a new hairstyle !

great !

he looks so so so sooooo much hotter now .

not as gay as before .

he got back his camp rock hunk look again(:

desiree is fallin in love w joe jonas all over again .

okayy claudia , i admit . im hopeless(:

gerldine mummy msged me at night ytd ,

sayin that we were lucky that we didnt go to plaza sing .

it was cancelled as there were too many people .

how pathetic and retarded is that .

lee minho is currently stayin at raffles hotel .

i wanna go there ! (:

boysoverflowers ended yesterday .

so romantic and touching !

didnt really like th last part tho'

wasnt romantic enough .

didnt see each other for so many years and they just hugged ?

director not romantic enough uh .

hehe(:

then they had a new show called momo love .

cant remember th chinese name . tao hua sth .

so funny and cute uh .

wang dong chen so handsome in tht show again !

so so cute ! (:

cyndi wang so lucky uh .

jealous !

after that , i watched th twilight dvd in my dad's room .

outside th player was spoiled .

today woke up at 11.30 .

went to my aunt's house to eat .

she is goin to shift to meadows@peirce !

we drove to th showroom .

it was so fabulous and nice .

very spacious too .

gosh , i want to move there !

its so pretty !

will update th pics next time i post yeah .

gonna watch jonas later .

love nick and joe !

all right all right .

nothin to write already .

im gonna end off here .

byebye loves !

till next time ,

maple , thanks for sticking up for me in your blog .

really appreciate that .

claudia , thanks for sticking up for me too .

and advicing me and supporting me .

love you both always ! (:

once again ,

2009-10-24T17:07:00.003+08:00

hey there readers !
well , didnt go to plaza sing today to see lee minho .
gerldine said was gonna be damn crowded and
anw , im cramping like shyt too D:
maybe gonna go airport tmrw to send him off .
not much to blog today .
quite bored .
talkin to claudia and my sis on msn .
okayy ,
you know what ,
i really cant be bothered to reply her anymore .
i mean its so retarded anw .
just wanted to say one last thing to her though ,
"If you say you rather be w toh ning and yuri ,
and that we are not fuckin 'true' to you ,
then go w them already .
we are damn fuckin pissed w you already ."
yupp , thats all .
finally cleared everything in my head .
cant be bothered about this fuckin fucked up matter anymore .
kinda wastin my time .
omg mann .
im missin th other zac efron so so much !
never see him for so many weeks !
D:
lovesick .
claudia teo , at least you able to see yours eh .
oh oh ,
and im really lazy to edit th two tiny pics .
so bear w it awhile .(:
hehs ,
they're really cute arent they ?
didnt know why but just felt lyk doin tht .
really bored now .
will find sth to do(:
heh heh .
anyung cupcakes !